M. J. you’ll never know… Your the daughter…

…..I never had. You had my heart from first thought of you. You hold me captive in your resonating light. You make me a man like no other, anyone can be a dad. It takes a special kind of person to be a father though. You make me want to teach the value of yourself. To show you how uncommonly beautiful you are and precious to me.

There’s something like a line of gold thread running through a man’s words when he talks to his daughter, and gradually over the years it gets to be long enough for you to pick up in your hands and weave into a cloth that feels like love itself.

You may out grow my lap but you will never outgrow my heart. My thoughts of you are sweet and joyous. You bring me to my knees at the thought of your smile, the thought of you swinging your arms around me in moments of nothing and everything.

You are the suns rays shining through the clouds. You are the definition of serenity.

I yearn to see your ways. To see you laugh, smile, cry. To hold you in all of your despair. To adore you in all your precious moments.

I cannot think of any need in childhood as strong as the need for a father’s protection. Certain is it that there is no kind of affection so purely angelic as of a father to a daughter. In love to our wives there is desire; to our sons, ambition; but to our daughters there is something which there are no words to express.

My heart belongs to you. The daughter I never had.

Love you always and forever, dad

8 thoughts on “M. J. you’ll never know… Your the daughter…

  1. Mariah isnt his daughter but he was deceived into believing she basically was. Was given letters and gifts and told many things supposed to be from Mariah to him. He was under the impression that he would adopt her after “Romi” had passed. Well obviously she isn’t but he cared for her like she was. It isnt right for Ramona to do this to people. It is beyond me why her family has not stepped in and put a stop to this already. Would have been nice if it would have been stopped a few years ago then we wouldn’t even have to be dealing with this mess. I actually do have a life I would like to return to normal lol

  2. i personally hate everything that is going on! i don’t like what my mom is doing… it’s not right and im sorry that she has done all of this… sadly she uses me as well… i don’t know about any of this, well that’s what my mom thinks. I have known about this for about a month now. and still finding more. i can not let my mom figure out that i know right now. she is destroying relationships. when my actual dad gets out of prison i am going to be with him. just please don’t tell my mom i know about this! its very important that you don’t!
    – Mariah (ramona’s (romi j kaelin’s) daughter)

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